Mindfully Accept the Different Modes of Action, Both Practice and Testing
We go through a period of mindlessly doing the things we have been taught. And then we transition to a period of consolidation, where we think less of checking the boxes and more of the holistic drive to find what all those boxes are generally meant to accomplish.
Both types of action are useful. Knowing that there is an ebb and flow, don't get angry, confused or fearful that you find yourself in one mode instead of the other when you realize the other's usefulness.
One type is the practice that trains you, and the other type is the test of doing. The one gives the prerequisite, and the other gains the outcome. One is piecemeal and the other holistic. Both have their own use.